One Night (Nights Series Book 1) by A.M. Salinger

Author:A.M. Salinger [Salinger, A.M.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2018-01-11T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 8

“It seemed he was part of this—” Gabe nearly spat out the words, his bitterness threatening to boil over, “—this group of sick men who enjoyed raping gay guys on camera. They were mostly straight. Or pretending to be anyway. There’d been a few cases reported in the local news that year. Of gay men being found in dark alleys, some nearly dead, all violently beaten and gang-raped. All drugged. All tricked and trapped by someone they’d thought cared for them.” Gabe stared at the white sheets where he’d been lying with Cam moments ago, rage and shame burning through him. “I’d never paid attention to those stories.” A tortured chuckle escaped his throat. “I mean, why would I, right? After all, I was in a relationship. I had someone who I thought loved me. Someone I was willing to give myself to—”

“Stop it,” Cam said in a hard voice.

Gabe looked up and found Cam’s steady gaze on him. A myriad of emotions welled up inside Gabe at the tenderness in Cam’s eyes.

“Stop blaming yourself for something that was not your fault,” Cam said quietly. “That bastard is an asshole and what he did to you was unforgivable.” He scowled. “I hope they got what they deserved, he and those fuckers who raped you.”

“They did.” Gabe smiled tremulously. “And they didn’t.”

Cam stared at him, puzzled.

“Someone in the next room heard the commotion,” Gabe said. “I put up quite a fight despite the drug Andrew slipped me. The hotel manager came knocking at the door after I kicked over the nightstand.”

Cam’s pupils flared. “You mean—”

Gabe dipped his chin.

“They didn’t rape me.” A shiver ran down Gabe’s spine at his own murmured confession. That had been his only salvation from that entire despicable night. The fact that those men hadn’t managed to do what they’d so clearly intended to. “They couldn’t. They hadn’t prepped me. I was too tight.” Heat flooded his cheeks. “Andrew had never even fingered me.”

Cam raised an eyebrow, his gaze roaming Gabe from his head all the way to his toes, as if he couldn’t quite believe what he was hearing. Fire danced along Gabe’s skin where the gray eyes landed.

“And you never — you know, did it yourself before?” Cam said.

Gabe burrowed his face in his hands, suddenly embarrassed.

“I had,” he mumbled. “But I was terrified to do it after what happened. My therapist recommended I keep trying. He said it was the only way I would get over the fear of being penetrated. He even recommended I use sex toys.”

Cam stirred on the bed. “And did you?”

Gabe blinked at Cam’s tone. He looked up and saw avid curiosity mixed with concern on Cam’s face.

Gabe smiled drily. “The first time I tried a butt plug, I nearly passed out.”

Cam looked down at his dick. Gabe flushed when he realized Cam was getting aroused again. Surprisingly, he felt a stirring in his own groin.

“This is bigger than a butt plug,” Cam said, deadpan.

Laughter bubbled inside Gabe, catching him off guard.

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